Friday, May 11, 2007

im BACK!!! err. there's smthng wrong w the post. but anyway, heheh. FINALLY able to use the internet again!! no more late nights at macs. hahahh

and yea. i'll definitely blog more often.. but until this pg is fixed. its kinda screwed now.
yawns- got home at 11plus after dance. insane. kayak ends like at 8plus.
sheesh. i've gotta let go of one.. if u read this. tell me which i shld drop. so many plus and minuses.

sheesh. DANCE :
(+) gets me those lines on my stomach, stage performances, flexibility,a very toned body, mum wld rather me here than kayak,its only frm 6-8 cus of the intensity.the pple are same type, same frequency as me.can get along well.

(-) TIGHTS.super sticky tights i need to wearEVERYtime.stretch like crazy! i'm not exactly that flexible. the warmups are like 2hrs long. drives me nuts and all sweaty just trying to split and bend and twist. its 6-1030pm. tues and thurs. on the days which i end at 4 and 6. practically im in sch frm 9am to 11pm. more than 12hrs.RIGHT- i dont really feel that i fit in. the ranges are bimbos to ahlians. YES. and i'm like uh. no where to go. except hang around with my malay friend. the most impt is spinning.(almost died learning it today)giddy on the verge of throwg up.have to be judged all the time.


KAYAK-
(+) gets me define abs. muscles. can eat all i like and stil stay the same or lose weight even. i've got nice friends. i can wear what i love(shorts) and sleeveless shirts. free training. competitions. sun tan. just cus' its a SPORT?!! i dont havta stretch myself like crap evry single WK! this suits ME-sportyness and stuff better than elegant and STRETCHY.

(-) i prob can be compared to bangla. my FACE!!no nice complexion. mum will not really support this choice. infact, she's totally discouraging me on it. come on!pour it on sunblocks! lastly, i think it'll make me a MUSCLEMAN instead of macho me. =X

i dunno. weighing it out. have 3days to decide which to pick. sheesh.
HELP REALLY. hahah
for now i need to shit and sleep.hahah
blog more tmr. now too late alr.i need my 8hrs of sleep.ha!
nite-